purgingmylifeaway:

Once you see yourself as fat, you never see anything else- even if everyone else says you aren’t it doesn’t matter to you because the only thing that is relevant is that black hole in your head that sucks out your soul and infects your mind. The black hole says you’re fat and you have no room in your head to fight these thoughts because the black hole won’t stop screaming at you.

whatever I’m still fat.

ive got troubled thoughts and body issues and personality problems and jealousy and other uncontrollable emotions and a self esteem to match 

what a catch

(Source: jasonfreese)